AHHHH!

I woke up this morning to my Mother's phone call telling me my Pastor's wife died a few days ago and her funeral is tomorrow! I can not so 2 funerals in 1 week so we are going to send flowers. I must admit, I haven't been to church in a quite a while but knew Barbara very well. Why are all these people dying around me? I lost my 2 babies 5 months ago and I have just started to begin to somewhat heal and then BAM! This brings back the memories.
Gerald's funeral is tonight. I'm taking Jackson b/c we don't have a sitter and I hope be behaves. He is a good baby as long as I'm holding him. Anyway- I have to get some housework done while Jackson is occupied watching Dora.